happy december

Just a short entry this time.....


Apparently, we have lost interest in each other with Deviantart..... but i still keep coming back at times, rambling through my messagebox that has finally outgrown me.... the power of old addictions.... i dont know...

Starting over?

Do you think this is possible?
I'm asking you as much as myself....

I am aware it will be never be the same again.... but do you think it is possible to rebuild? the community that was around here once? ....myself?


I think I will clear my message box.... just wash it away.... I'm sorry, I'm sure you all peeps have drawn wonderful things, but.... no, this is just too much to keep up with.

New messagebox, new watchlist, new art..... new journals? maybe, if i have the time.... new friends?
i would prefer the old, if they also prefer me....
New Fel? Maybe. a little bit old, a little bit new.


On a side note: my exhibition is finally booked... 18th of December is the beginning...... whee, special day. I have been actually drawing things lately. After the exhibition i will scan those drawings and post them here too.... and then, i will be officially back.
I think i have improved, but not as much as i wanted. i hope you will like them anyway though.... meanwhile, i need some serious workout.



how strange that i still have these old, long-time-no-use codes in my fingers. reminds me of old, good times..... please help me not to give up.


Please support me. Like me, hate me, comment me, make friends with me, help me.... anyone and anything is welcome.

Thank you.



Those who have joined the family reunion:



a special thanks to all these peeps of mine.
anyone can be added or removed upon request.